Wednesday, June 18, 2008

my owner didnt think my feet were pretty enough

to increase my humiliation and make me feel more like a pretty boy my owner told me to shave the hair off my toes and wear a pretty ankle braclet.


Monday, June 16, 2008

Please dont be mad o great one i tried

I was also ordered to go to the womens section, after getting my pink accessories and purchase pink womens panties. I tried o great one, with trememdous humiliation, but they didnt have pink. So i got these silky black ones. the girl at the counter looked at me like i was a pervert :( and i couldnt even look her in the eye. I will get pink ones as sooon as i can, in a way i wish they had them so i dont have to get them again. this was the most embaressing thing i have done yet.

New pink things i was ordered to buy for more humiliation

This actually turned out to be a pleasant experience. I told the 2 cute young girls in this department i needed pink things for my neice. they were more then happy to help me. the torture increses as they both were in flip flops and looking at their pretty feet made my balls hurt again since i can not cum. they were very nice helpfull girls and said "oh what a lucky neice you have" if they only knew.

Pretty new heels

These are my pretty new pink heels my owner told me to buy.

Sunday, April 20, 2008


also tonight, my wonderful owner had me torture my cock by wrapping it in cling film full of minty tooth paste. omfg did it burn. it shriveled up as i drove home from the food store.
tonight im starting research to see if my cock has grown after 2 weeks of penis pumping. im going to measure it flacid then erect and post the results and pics.
this is flacid......o great one its working! its 4" flacid.
ill take the turgid mesurement later when i cum for the 5th time today












oh its bigger o great one! its about 6 1/2 inches now.














today i had to catch up on last weeks punishment, which i didnt do for 2 days. yesterday and today i was to go to wawa, barefoot, and with a plug in my ass, after pumping my cock for 10 miniutes.

Saturday, April 19, 2008


a little penis torture from my owner

Friday, April 18, 2008

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

This week is the start of sucking my dick bigger with regular treatments of the penis pump. If i dont gain an inch in length in 2 weeks i will be punished even more. Also this week i get to cum 4 times a day instead of being denied cumming. My head is all confused and instead of having blue balls from teasing and denial i will have a sore cock from using penis pump to cum 4 times a day.

Monday, April 14, 2008

my first cum in the mangina


tonight i was told to fuck the mangina for the first time.
after cumming inside the man ass opening (which felt really good btw) i was told to lick my cum off the mangina

Sunday, April 13, 2008

Emily's Feet

emilys feet are so soft and sweet
i look at them and get an erection
i know its wrong to get hard over her toes
but i cant look in a different direction

Friday, April 11, 2008

Oh Joy


As if the day wasnt exciting enough nor humiliating enough a new toy arrived. My new Mangina. Its a silicone fuck toy modeled after a huge cock with little tiny nuts. The opening for your penis is where the man ass would be. Its going to be hard to get an erection over this to fuck it seeing as i'm not in the least attracted to man ass.

This is the mother of my children

WAWA trip

on my way home today i was ordered to go to WAWA with a plug in my ass and barefoot, after using penis pump for 10 miniutes. I had to insert the plug at work and drive 30 mins to wawa like that. 10 miniutes away i stuck my cock into the pump and got it nice and meaty for my owner and for my own embarressment. then i went in the store barefoot which further embarressed me and kept my cock meaty.

State of confusion

today my owner had me make a laminated card for my wallet. one side has a picture of a pretty perfect foot and the other side has a picture of the nastiest ugliest woman on the planet. its a real bran scrambler and im sure it will be used to give me an erection and give me a stomach ache.


Thursday, April 10, 2008

Friday, April 4, 2008

my owner had me screeming today with some serious verbal teasing. my cock was straining to bust out of my pants at work. i was ordered to come home and lay in bed and think about the serious verbal teasing she gave me at work for 20 miniutes without touching myself. i was hard in no time thinking about foxy amy and my daughter in law emily and thier pretty bare feet stroking my cock and worshipping thier feet. soft creamy feet. perfect pretty feet. and imagining them sucking each others toes .......i screemed and couldnt touch my rock hard penis. then the image of them rubbing thier bare soles on each others made me shoot a huge load of cum, after i waited 20 minitues torturing myself, especially since i didnt cum in 2 days. thank you for allowing me this wonderful cum o great one.

Thursday, April 3, 2008

i just returned from grocery shopping for punishment. I had to go shopping with a butt plug up my ass for forgetting to do something for my wonderful owner. i let her down and i feel bad about it. my asshole is screeming sore now. i wont forget to remember my duties next time. i bought potatos, a few can of veggies, chop meat and sandwich steak meat, baby wipes, lunch snacks for work, cookies, gum, frozen shrimp, frozen pizza, bread and hamburger rolls, ketchup, ice cream, potato chips, dog treats, iced tea, lunch meat and cheese, milk, cookie mix, and pepsi.
for more punishment tonight im not allowed to cum unless i can cum from fucking my ass.

Wednesday, April 2, 2008


another order for tonight was to make a spikey ball armpit torture device. see photo. it does not tickle as expected so my feet are in more trouble.

today was filled with verbal torture. my penis was meaty all day as my owner teased me constantly. i was not allowed to touch myself and cum. tonight im to give myself an enema with my new enema kit. im also not allowed to cum unless i can cum without touching my cock. i was told to think about my daughter in laws feet and try to cum without touching. my cock it aching all night thinking about that and remembering my day of verbal teasing.

ive been ordered to purchase a bra for more feminization. in total embarrassment i went and bought one. i picked a 38, since my chest is 38, but i picked a DD with wire support. big mistake. its real hard to conseal under my shirt and when i have to wear it out someone will surely think i have tumors. if by the horrid chance my owner makes me stuff it, ill then have big moobs :(
Its been a few days since ive posted an update because my owner and i have been busy with a project. i have more pretty pink things like sheets and a cell phone case that ive added to my collection the last few days. ive been ordered to buy a pink wrestling mask to cover my face for future humilation pictures. the other day i was told to take my dick out at work at my desk and stroke it with barbie between my legs. i had to rub my cock over her face and boobies, then fuck her prettly little feet and cum. my embarrassment and humiliation was increased last night by my owner making me masturbate thinking about and looking at my daughter-in-laws bare feet.

Wednesday, March 26, 2008


O Great One I forgot this !!!!!



On my way home from work, i was to go to the arts and crafts store to buy supplies for more cock torture. I stopped at home and my package of sex toys was there! My wonderful owner made me try out the penis pump, right in the parking lot of the dollar store. ohhh did it feel nice! but i can not cum until im allowed. I am going to measure my cock and keep track of my progress as i pump away. Right now my cock measures 6" along the top when im fully turgid.





Also in my sex toy order was a foot tickle torture device, the wartenburg wheel! omg im so afraid of this device, o great one please go easy on me with this!











And as a surprise for you o great one, i have pink fishnet stocking to make my perfect pretty feet even prettier!!!!



I hope ive been a good pet o great on.

Monday, March 24, 2008





Tonights assignment was to create a ring of spikey balls to torment my cock. I was to drill holes in miniiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii spikey balls and thread string through them, making a "spikey ball rope".











In preperation for my porno arts and crafts assignment i was to stop and get take out spaghetti and meat balls for diner.








After eating i was to take the string of spikey balls and wrap it around my non-turgid cock. Then was ordered to get turgid causing the spikes to poke into my cock shaft. for more torture i was also ordered to roll my bare feet over a big spikey ball to tickle torture myself. i moved the spikey ball rings around my cock as it got hard and caused an interesting feeling of all the spikes digging into my hard cock shaft. I moved the ring of spikey balls up and down my cock and tickled myself on the big spikey ball and shot a huge load of cum. i did not cum last night and i was denied a cum all day, and was teased so my load of cum was nice and big. thank you for the tormenting and the eventual nice hard cum O Great One.




Saturday, March 22, 2008

new rule, i must post everytime my owner allows me to wank off. after a long day of teasing yesterday and last night and not cumming i was ready today. i was ordered to wank off on barbie again and capture the event on video for her viewing pleasure. barbie was showered with a nice load of cum and it felt wonderful to cum. thank you o great one.

Friday, March 21, 2008









o great one you will be happy to know the first of my long list
of pink items have arrived.




the pink golf shirt and the pretty pink crocs.





Yesterday was a hard day, pun intended. My owner had me put a spikey ball in my underware, under my balls, pressing right on that spot and it kept my cock hard almost all day. She also teased and humiliated me about fucking pretty feet which made it worse and my cock ached most of the day and i couldnt not cum until i get home. When i got home i was ordered to kneel in the corner again and cum on barbie.

This morning i had to put one spikey ball in my underware again and then torture myself by running my feet over another spikey ball. my cock is ready to bust already and its only the morning, Im to keep spikey ball in my pants all day again to increase my torture.

I was also ordered to take a picture of my hard cock for my blog.

Thursday, March 20, 2008


Last nights humiliation assignment was to kneel in the corner of my bedroom, masturbating, and aiming to cum on barbie. it was not easy and i had to think of other things before i could cum on her but i did as my owner ordered me too.

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

Monday, March 17, 2008

Todays reflexy was even more humilating then normal o great one. Omg did i leave turgid and embarressed. I will explain when i talk to you o great one.

Sunday, March 16, 2008





My first humilation project

i was ordered by o great one to masturbate and cum on barbie's face and feet for humilation tonight. if i didnt cum on barbies pretty face and pretty feet i would face more humilation.

The start of my humiliation page